iPOD NANO 5th Generation!

Still crazy over these 2 colours! I seriously dunnoe which to buy.. If possible, both also can. LOL!

Anyway it’s Charcoal; not reali black. It’s much more lighter. xD

First choice: Charcoal

But really hafta consider carefully while im at the store. HAHAHA!

What’s Going On?

First of all, i just came bck frm a soccer match(East-zone) against Bedok Green @ Bedok Green. LOL.

Started off with a goal by Hafiz & then our opponent scored a goal from a penalty shootout which they dont deserve to get one actually. In fact two coz Gideon saved the first one. So there’s TWO penalties for them. WTF.  Stupid ref. Overall- We could have won… Haiz..

Another goal by GM’s no. 11 ! Must be me la. DUHHH!!! I headed in th ball aft Hafiz tried to shoot which was eventually punched away by th keeper… I was so Happy when i scored but ltr on disappointed when th opponent had an EQUALIZER.. DAMN IT.

Though i didn’t perform on th pitch today, at least i scored a goal xD & th final score is 2-2.. We deserved a point though coz th rest really worked hard. We could do better actually. :/

Next, im gunna get an iPod NANO soon!(One of th days-from Sat-Tue) But im still thinking of buying either BLACK OR RED!! LOL. Im gunna decide on the day itself then.. +.+

Getting 110 bucks from selling of my PSP + 100 bucks from my bank + 20 bucks from my wallet = 230bucks

iPod NANO 8GB: 228bucks

So……… 230bucks – 228bucks = 2 bucks! CAN BUY DRINKS! HAHA! KAAY LAME..

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I CLIMBED, I SLIPPED, I FALL..

Trying reach for your hands once again bt failed to do so coz u didn’t wanna take my hands & be together like wad we used to be before…

It’s really pain inside to realize dat uve let go. I wonder why u hafta do dat.. I can’t move on coz right now, ure th only Girl i need in my life..

I Love You is a word but i mean wad ive said & Love, isn’t love, till you giv it awayy..

I gave my all yet i lose evryth in th end..

i miss you baby.. :’(

(I Swear) Aww This Made Me Cry!(Even before finishing reading it)

DONT STOP READING THIS OR SOMETHING BAD WILL HAPPEN TO U…

boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren’t u there?

girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor.

boy- oh really? y?

girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.

boy- oh

girl- so what did we do in math 2day?

boy- u didnt miss nuthing that great. just lots of notes

girl- ok good

boy- yeah

girl- hey i have a question……

boy- ok, ask away

girl-how much do u love me?

boy- u kno i love u more than anything

girl- yeah…..

boy- y did u ask?

girl- *silence*

boy- is something wrong?

girl- no nothing at all

boy- good.

girl- how much do u care about me?

boy- i would give u the world in a heartbeat if i could.

girl- u would?

boy-yeah.ofcourse i would *sounding worried* is there something wrong??

girl- no, everythings fine……

boy- are u sure?

girl- yeah.

boy- ok…….i hope so.

girl-would u die for me?

boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun

girl- really?

boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong???

girl- no im fine, ur fine, we’re fine, everyones fine.

boy- …………ok

girl- well i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school.

boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU.

girl- yeah, i love u 2, bye.

THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL:

boy- hey, have u seen my g/f 2day?

friend- no

boy- oh.

friend- she wasnt here yesterday either.

boy- i know, she was acting all wierd on the phone last nite.

friend- well dude u kno how gurls are sumtimes

boy- yeah.but not her.

friend- idk what else 2 say, man.

boy- k well i gotta get 2 english, ill c ya after school.

friend- yeah i gotta get to science, ttyl.

THAT NIGHT:

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girl- hello?

boy- hey

girl- oh, hi.

boy- y weren’t u at school 2day?

girl- uh…….i had another doctor appointment.

boy- are u sick?

girl- um i have 2 go, my mom’s callin on my other line.

boy- ill wait.

girl- it may take a while, ill call u later.

boy-alright,i love u hun.

very long pause*

girl- *with tear in her eye* look, i think we should break up.

boy- what???

girl- its the best thing for us right now.

boy- y????

girl- i love u.

click<

THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE.

boy- hey dude

friend- hey

boy- whats up

friend- nothin, hey have u talked 2 ur ex lately?

boy- no

friend- so u didnt hear?

boy- hear what?

friend- um idk if i should be the one to tell u……

boy- dude, wtf tell me

friend- uh….call this number.​ 433-​555-​3468

boy- ok…………

BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL

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voice- hello, suppam county hospital, this is nurse beckam.

boy- uh…….i must have the wrong number, im looking for my friend.

voice- what is her name, sir?
(boy gives info)

voice- yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here.

boy- really? y? what happened??? how is she???

voice- her room number is ..646, in building A, suite 3.

boy- WHAT HAPPENED??!!!!

voice- plz come by sir and you can see her, goodbye.

boy- WAIT! NO!
*dial tone*

BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM ..646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.

boy- omg are u ok??

girl- .

boy- sweetie!! talk to me!!

girl- i……….

boy- u what?? U WHAT???

girl- i have cancer and im on life support

boy- *breaks into tears*

girl- they’re taking me off 2night

boy- y??

girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldnt

boy- y didnt u tell me????

girl- i didnt want 2 hurt u.

boy- u could never hurt me

girl- i just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.

boy- ?

girl- i love u more than anything, i would give u the world in a heartbeat. i would die for you and take a bullet for you.

boy- ………..

girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be here w/u

boy- then y’d u break up w/me?

nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.

BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES.

but what the boy didn’t kno is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.

NEXT DAY

the boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other…
THE NOTE SAID: i told her i would take a bullet for her….just like she said she would die for me…

re-post this within 10 min as :”aww this made me cry”
or else the one you love will die.now

First Few Steps Which Has Destroyed Part Of My Heart..

FUCK CARE WITH ALL TH THINGS DAT HAS RUINED MY INNOCENT LIFE!

KEEP ON LIVING SYAZ!!!

RAAAAAAAAAWRRRRRRRR!!

I’m Not Blaming You! But You! AAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!! FUCK YOU!

BOWLING!

Went bowling wif  my relatives; Ijam, Acit, Kak Habsah, Ilhan, Kak Ani,Apiz, Ogy,Ajid & Syaukat @ Ochird Bowl, SAFRA Tampines till aft MIDNIGHT.

It was an enjoyable day. Started off by waking up early in th morning & accompany my Dad & Bro to school for CCA Fair. Purposely went there just to see her!! :]

Then headed off to WOODLANDS for my Aunt’s ‘wedding’.(IDK wats th word for ‘Nikah’ in English bt they’re officially Married) Spent almost th rest of th day there & then headed off to SAFRA TAMPINES.

Upon reaching there, we had to wait for th long queue. So we waited by burning our time playing Pool..

The whole night was really fun & hilarious! We should go BOWLING again next time.. Mayb at Marina Bowl coz its cheaper..

Th best of all was to see her face & see her text me & addressing me as ‘Darling’. I was like O-M-G! HAHAHA! Love You Sweetie! xD

Hey, i GTG! Mummy’s calling me! (FAKE)

GoodBye! ROFL!

I Gotta Feeling For You…

Well, Syazzie trying to move on here. U pple might tink dat ive totally moved on but dat isn’t true. It’s reallly hard to explain. But get th fact dat im trying to forget bout her. Quickly graduate & i won’t see her again.. Isn’t dat better? But i’ll sure miss her, & it’s okay… Coz she left a scar on my heart.

There’s this girl ive been chatting with. I gotta feeling for her. I feel dat as if she’s so close to me.. IDK? I just feel comfortable talking to her, besides Elfa.

I guess im having a VRY SIMPLE CRUSH on her & im nt gunna say who she is coz im not so serious bout this. Mayb i’ll tell her. +.+ But… DARE myself to confess dat i got feelings for her coz i just wan her to know how i feel towards her & tell her dat im not serious bout this coz i wanna concentrate on my studies & i bet she don’t have th same feeling i have for her. STRONGLY DOUBT so but it’s okay.

As ive said earlier, im not serious. It’s just a crush-I Like Her. There’s also a possibility dat we might get serious.. :O HAHA! Dats only wen i can tell u guys who she is. It’s kinda weird too, actually..

Dats all for tonight. I gotta do my Abs training b4 i doze off! BYE! :]

Old School

Well, these 2 pairs of shoes are my school shoes for 2010!

Basically, th Converse medium-cut(above) is for formal use. So it’s gunna b my main pair of shoes to school. :] Th Adidas Questro(below) is my secondary weapon. HAHA! Just kidding. Secondary pair. So, i can use it for P.E, PFT & other sporting activities in school.. Mayb i shouldn’t use it for Cross-country. Not suitable. Gunna get a new pair of track shoes! ^^ DADDYY!

Th reason why i say these pairs of shoes are Old school coz they’re classic. Converse is olr Classic-DUHH! & th Adidas Questro is so simple wif those black trademark stripes & white main colour. :] Agree?

Alright, dats all for now. I’ve got no more energy. Stay tuned! :]

Life’s Not Gunna Be Th Same Without Her…

Sorry for not really updating my blog coz nowadays, i type out wat i wanna say bit-by-bit thru Facebook’s wall post. xD

Anyway, it’s great dat im KINDA moving on & not really thinking bout my relationship wif my lovely Aqilah.. :\

Mayb this feeling will only last for a while coz it’s th sch vacations & i won’t b able to see her for this moment of time..

So, im  gunna sure see her wen sch reopens.. Im gunna like freeze & mayb like yknw? Got stunned or smeth? Yeah, i know its weird- Dats me. Worst of all, i might even run to somewhere & hide myself? WAT THE FUCK?!

Okay, wdv. Got on wif life yst by cycling from from Bedok Reservoir(Home), to Aljunied Crescent, to Geylang, to Eunos, bck to Bedok Reservoir, to Tampines & finally Pasir Ris just to get my  Camou(new) schoolbag  spend time cycling wif Allam & Nabil.

Did some JACKASS stunts & hurt myself & in th end, took a bus home coz i threw away my bike(by hanging it up on a tree) coz its damaged aft some collision! xD

Firstly, i cycled down th bridge with no brake. So i just jumped off my bike & roll on th ground. Injuries: Body aches & bruises.

Secondly, i had to cycled towards  Allam & Nabil, then go between them. They wasn’t supposed to ’squash’ me in between bt Allam really hit me, my bike skidded to th right, hit Nabil’s, couldn’t control myself, fell & slid on th ground. Injuries: Scratches & Twisted Toe.

Th reason we didn’t cycle bck home was bcoz my bike got damaged, it was kinda late & were too lazy.. So, we headed to Pasir Ris’ Bus Interchange & bought my bag,parked their bikes & board on us 21 bck home..

Wanna have my haircut soon so dat b4 sch reopens, my hair could grow slightly longer. It’s raining heavily now, so mayb 2moro? Or tonight?

Wat im really worrying about now is my right ‘BIG TOE’ injury. Im goin for th COE U16 Home United Fc’s trial on Monday! D: Heal soon! Or else i wont b able to perform well on dat day @ Ang Mo Kio Sec! NOOO!!!

Dats all for now! Don’t miss me :]

It’s All Over!

Just gotta let eryth go. Life sucks! Life isn’t fair, so u musn’t b fair!

One thing- i won’t stop loving her. If she comes bck, then it’s a MIRACLE! But if she doesn’t, let it be. I can’t bear to see her off wif another guy if she’d to have one in future. Seeing her isn’t good enuf for now coz its gunna b vry painful…

I MISS YOU&I LOVEYOU! DREAMSSHATTEREDINTOPIECESOFBROKENEARTH!